Well I never really written anything to be published but I am thinking that in today’s world if your not writing your not really there. So here I go for it. I’m not really sure what ill be writing about, but I’m assuming as times goes by I will figure it out. Hope you enjoy yourself.
I just got back from 2.5 months in the US, and all I can think about is when am I going back. It’s not that I don’t like it here in Israel but I feel like I just need a big change in my life, you know start anew somewhere else. Sometimes I think it’s also the girls in my life that make me wanna go. I mean for the past year there was one girl in particular. It’s not that we were going out or anything but it was obviously going that way, and Gd did I love her. A few years ago there was another girl and she broke my heart you know the story. After her I closed myself to love completely until she came around. It was a good year, I would say one of the best years of my life, and it was going so well. I’m not sure what happened but when I got back to Israel at first she was so excited for me to come home but very quickly after one day she suddenly said hey please don’t call or talk to me again. Why? No clue. So once again I walk around heart broken. But hey who am I to complain I know lots of you had it worst than me, just kinda hard to care about others when you are thinking about yourself. So I’m thinking maybe this is just another sign that I need to make a big move.
That’s my next big plan and I’m gonna make it happen.
Anyhow i think ill write next about happier stuff and probably more about my line of work, but for a start this is me.
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